sorry followers. ill try to post during nap time at the daycare!

fucking exhausted. i have work tomorrow anyways. *sigh*

thank god this is my last week working full weeks at one job, and my last week of school. YAY. then i work full time at the day care :)
 

all i reblog/post is beds, smoking, kittens/cats, and nature.
what is this. 

i was up until 5:30 this morning cleaning my room. then scott came over and we slept until 1:30. lol. then i cleaned some more. ridiculous. anywho. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED. my mom talked to a lady that my step dad has known for YEARS, and she owns a daycare. said i should come in next week and ask for her, and i basically get the job. OMFG. I LOVE LIFE. hahaha. i cant wait to leave this fucking hell hole.

also, my room is tidy, and looks huge, and yay.
and boyfriend, i love him. lol

and we went to silent laser tag - that was fun. except we just did glo-golf. hung out with my twin and her boyfriend and sister. lol. 

fun stuff. going to bed. :)

im talking to a girl i went to school with about working at the daycare she works at. i hope they need me! because they have one special needs child, and i would love to work with kids. i adore them, really. i need another job, and if they whole college library doesn’t work out, daycare is DEFINITELY a good thing to go into. they’re looking for a 35 hour a week worker, and i can TOTALLY do that. GEEKED. ill call tomorrow.

ugh. now off to clean :/

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i hate myself except when im with scott.
i feel and act like a complete idiot around any other being. ugh. 

you realize you were supposed to head off to bed about three hours ago. arg. i seriously fail at going to sleep. i even took a muscle relaxer in hopes that it would prevent me from staying awake so long. guess ill try to go to bed now… id like to go tan before i go to work tomorrow. :3

can it be thursday already? im super pumped to go shopping then, and spending all day with scott on friday. as soon as tomorrow is over with, ill be happy<3

sooooo hopefully Scott and I will be moving in together soon with his sister. we have really niiiiice glasses and a really nice coffee maker. the coffee maker we got for free from a few friends (awesome!) and the 8 glasses were originally $80 total, and I got them for $20 and they have a lifetime replacement warranty. so it’s a fucking win. i told scott that i wanted to buy a big bin to start filling up with things that we’ll bring with us when we move out, and he agreed. so hopefully we can do that on friday. woot. :)

ive spent much too much of it the past few days. ugh. at least 150…. :/
oh well, ill get over it. ugh. i need to go to bed. its 2am, and i have church at 10. YUCK. however, no work tomorrow - so i get to spend time with the boy and his family! :D sleepy time<3 

well, i went and saw the midnight showing of the hunger games last night - and it was great. i was sad to see a few of my favorite parts were missing, but it was okay. 

i got a 30 day unlimited tanning package today too. i dont tan very often. hell, the last time i did was two years ago for my senior prom! she was like, “whoa, its been a long time!” hahha. made me chuckle. but i splurged and bought some lotion too. :3

tanning has always helped my skin a lot. which sounds weird, but it clears it up, and i feel much healthier. lol.

may the odds be ever in your favor - in less than twenty-four hours.

sad. :(
this “you’re beautiful” stuff is saddening to those of us that have no followers. lol. 

and you draw a penis peeing for the word “pee” and someone guesses eye. WTF. hahahahahha.