sorry followers. ill try to post during nap time at the daycare!
thank god this is my last week working full weeks at one job, and my last week of school. YAY. then i work full time at the day care :)
i was up until 5:30 this morning cleaning my room. then scott came over and we slept until 1:30. lol. then i cleaned some more. ridiculous. anywho. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED. my mom talked to a lady that my step dad has known for YEARS, and she owns a daycare. said i should come in next week and ask for her, and i basically get the job. OMFG. I LOVE LIFE. hahaha. i cant wait to leave this fucking hell hole.
also, my room is tidy, and looks huge, and yay.
and boyfriend, i love him. lol
and we went to silent laser tag - that was fun. except we just did glo-golf. hung out with my twin and her boyfriend and sister. lol.
fun stuff. going to bed. :)
im talking to a girl i went to school with about working at the daycare she works at. i hope they need me! because they have one special needs child, and i would love to work with kids. i adore them, really. i need another job, and if they whole college library doesn’t work out, daycare is DEFINITELY a good thing to go into. they’re looking for a 35 hour a week worker, and i can TOTALLY do that. GEEKED. ill call tomorrow.
ugh. now off to clean :/
i bought some new makeup…
and i swear, every time i do, around midnight i want to try it.
guess ill do that, only to wash it all off.
im a freak.
i have to do this powerpoint…. and im trying to watch the face off, but it keeps like, stopping. urg.
i hate myself except when im with scott.
i feel and act like a complete idiot around any other being. ugh.
its 2:30am. meow. he gets out of work at 8am… so… woot. he’ll shower, and then we will take a nap/finish sleeping. cool story bro, changed my life. im so fucking lame on here. just saying. im not nearly this lame in RL…. i DO have friends. quite a few really. hmph. im exhausted. and blurty triangle feet pigeon. im awesome. night.
so i decided to dye my hair… about an hour ago. and its supposed to be bright red. yeah, its gradient. bright red at my roots, and darker as you get lower… then my blonde. ugh. i guess ill have to see what it looks like dry….. :/
you realize you were supposed to head off to bed about three hours ago. arg. i seriously fail at going to sleep. i even took a muscle relaxer in hopes that it would prevent me from staying awake so long. guess ill try to go to bed now… id like to go tan before i go to work tomorrow. :3
can it be thursday already? im super pumped to go shopping then, and spending all day with scott on friday. as soon as tomorrow is over with, ill be happy<3