if you could all do one thing for me, it would be this:
take a few hours, and turn off all pieces of technology (ie: computer, phone, tv, etc) and just talk to someone you care about, and that is it. whether it be your boyfriend/girlfriend, your friend, your mom or dad, or even your dog or cat. take that time to be free of today’s world and enjoy a simple conversation.
i did this today, and it felt so good.
i have been in a great mood every since this, so try it.
@ scott’s house alone right now while he sleeps.
maybe ill get myself pretty, and take some pictures.
sorry followers. ill try to post during nap time at the daycare!
and warm. and fuzzy. and feeling wonderfully numb.
why? because i can.
anywho, im going to my first college party tomorrow.
pretty pumped. bring terra and scott. scared.
but it will be okay. ill be okay,
and it will be fun. luckily,
i can stay there. so it all works :)
so im going to my first party, EVER. this friday. a friend of mine from one of my classes invited me, and im bringing a friend and my boyfriend.
here’s the thing, its themed. i need help with IDEAS.
the seven deadly sins.
5. Wrath- Red
i was up until 5:30 this morning cleaning my room. then scott came over and we slept until 1:30. lol. then i cleaned some more. ridiculous. anywho. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED. my mom talked to a lady that my step dad has known for YEARS, and she owns a daycare. said i should come in next week and ask for her, and i basically get the job. OMFG. I LOVE LIFE. hahaha. i cant wait to leave this fucking hell hole.
also, my room is tidy, and looks huge, and yay.
and boyfriend, i love him. lol
and we went to silent laser tag - that was fun. except we just did glo-golf. hung out with my twin and her boyfriend and sister. lol.
fun stuff. going to bed. :)
i hate myself except when im with scott.
i feel and act like a complete idiot around any other being. ugh.
its 2:30am. meow. he gets out of work at 8am… so… woot. he’ll shower, and then we will take a nap/finish sleeping. cool story bro, changed my life. im so fucking lame on here. just saying. im not nearly this lame in RL…. i DO have friends. quite a few really. hmph. im exhausted. and blurty triangle feet pigeon. im awesome. night.
seriously wanting one pretty hardcore lately.
thanks to my boyfriend for getting his. speaking of which, ill add a picture!
i have tons of ideas.
my mom and i are getting matching ones soon.
id love to get a lemony snicket quote. (i already have three picked out)
and like, 204930298 things. yup. i love tasteful ones.